After going through an abrupt transformation earlier this week, it has gotten me in a self reflective mode that has me sifting through old piles and collections of my past. I’ve also been getting over a cold, which has lead me into the kitchen where I have put the medicine woman in me to work. It’s also the week before my 37th birthday and astrologically I am a scorpio, which makes sense as to why all of these transformations are happening. Scorpio’s like to go deep into the depths where some fear to ever go. Scorpio’s are all about death, rebirth and transformation. They are even known to be healers. Even as I write these sentences, things begin to make sense.
I am not going to get into the petty details of my abrupt transformation, but I will say it’s been one of the greatest blessings of 2012. It’s easy for me to find the treasure hidden in the darkness. I’ve been wandering around my apartment today looking through old journal entries, old articles I’ve saved since 2004 and even old vision boards that I created that same year. I think I am starting to find those treasures. I think everything is getting clear and I can see the light at the end of the tunnel. As I wipe the dust off of those treasures, other treasures show up. One in which I’d like to share. I came across an old affirmation card that someone close to me must have given to me back in the day. It reads ‘I am safe; it’s only change. I cross all bridges with joy and ease. The ”old” unfolds into wonderful new experiences. My life gets better all the time.”