Pisces rising on the horizon of my year ahead.
Oceans surround my soul with a flow of spiritual and mystical possibilities.
Dreams clouded with deception.
Family is everything.
Distortions heal and pieces of the soul puzzle come together.
Life is a mystical mystery.
Intuition heightens and guides me towards purpose.
-Mary Beth Bender
I’m committed to a colorful, creative life. Everyday is a new day to splatter some color into any area of life.
In just 1 week I’ll be heading to a place that I dwelled for 3 years of my life. A place that shaped me in more ways than I can articulate. So many of these dots have faded into the ethers over the years and now they feel like sparkles of light. Knowing that I’m returning, my mind has been flooded with memories of my past. It feels like many of those dots are being recolored with their natural ink. The ink that is within my souls blueprint. Something is guiding me back there. When I woke up a few weeks ago with a loud voice saying ‘Go back! Just return for a visit. Now is the time.’ I didn’t ignore the message. Instead, I listened. I trusted that it’s time. I feel both excited and anxious. But I’m looking forward to taking a few steps backwards so I can reconnect the dots and perhaps bring a part of me hOMe that I left behind.
There will always be people involved in similar activities or passions as myself. They will do what they are gifted at and vice versa.
Success doesn’t decrease by praising another for their accomplishments.
Jealousy and competition are not strengths and when someone tries to project those feelings onto me, I only go higher.
To try and slander me on social media with a passive aggressive post is not going to solve an issue. And trying to cover it up by deleting it isn’t going to solve it either. Because I saw it and so did my friends. Treating me like a jerk even though I held their hand at one point is their stuff and not mine. I’m on my side of the screen sending them compassion. Because that’s the world today. Everything is on the other side of the screen.
Maybe to some, my post looks passive aggressive. It’s more about spreading the message. I don’t mind if anyone even reads it.
Just like Michelle Obama said ‘When they go low, we go high’
Note to self: Raise your vibration by sending good wishes to the people who try and bring you down. I am where I am due to decades of hard work. I had to fall hard on my hands and knees in order to get up this high.
So Thank you to that lesson and for showing me the darkness so that I could turn on my light.
This is dedicated to Zora Belle.
She was a Scorpio too.
Her name matches that.
This was my great grandmothers name.
It’s very unique.
I like it.
I wanted to type it up and see what it looks like on screen.